thoughts...

some friends of mine came out with a 'zine recently-- the Naked Riot-- and i had thoughts on it but none of them really make sense so i was just going to do that here. for more info on the zine itself, ask cayden mak. for my thoughts, read on.

can you have thoughts on sex and sexuality when your thoughts are based on the idea that you may never have it?

do people who don't want to express their sexuality still have sexuality?


how come my body isn't a part of "body diversity"?


why can't we all just stay fully dressed all the time?



why don't my views on anything match up with anyone elses? is that bad? do they have a place for people like me-- pro-life liberals who like church and authority and hate yelling and angry people?



on a side note, i hate studying for things. it really takes time away from dancing around.

tonight

i have moved from my locale on the floor of my room to the couch, which is a little short for someone who is over 5'5, but significantly more comfortable. it also makes me feel like i should be writing the great american novel, in case it hasn't already been done by now.

currently i am sitting here with the lights off. celia is sleeping and i am staring into the parking lot of the church next door. i wonder if anything interesting is going on out in the world. i hope it happens in the parking lot so i can watch it occur. i have the window open- the mix of chilly and the warmth of my six blankets is mixing nicely.

this is one of those moments that i wonder if ill remember in thirty years. i wonder who ill be and what ill be. but for now, im going to listen to pardon the interruption's podcast and go to bed. i have work in the morning. good night.

happy april!

somehow, someway, its april. and it hasn't snowed yet.

because of it being april, i now realize several important facts. one, the end of the semester is coming up. two, a lot of my friends are graduating. and three, i have so much shit due it has long since ceased to be funny.

thus ends this update. also, i got up before ten on a day when i don't have class. miracles really never do end.

Daft Punk @ Wireless Festival,2007 Pt.1 of 2

AHHH SO GOOD.

easter sunday

i'm not feeling terribly religious right now. having talked about god for a solid day, im taking a break.

i think all of the energy i could spend thinking about the world or god or social justice is instead spent worrying about how i look or what im eating or what i weigh. imagine what i could do if i weren't so self-obsessed. its mind-boggling the amount of time i spend thinking about my body.

Girl Talk - Bounce That (Best Fan Video Ever)

No words.

the energizer bunny

today was one of those days that just kept going... and going.... and going.

waking up....eating breakfast....going to biology....getting a huge cup of coffee...skipping lecture to read for tomorrow's discussion....going on a forced library tour....going to the biology discussion i never go to...going to my russian history lecture...heading to the review office...calling lawyers and public relations offices...editorial board meeting...staff meeting...deciding on editorial board for next year...driving to north campus and the hill to distribute issues....getting my second coffee-related beverage of the day...writing a response paper in the grad stacks...walking home...eating soup...talking to shaelyn...sitting here.

that is what i did today from seven thirty AM to.... twelve eleven AM.

that is a very long day.

i suspect i will not study for biology this evening.

i hope this weekend makes up for my complete lack of fun this week.

i think i use the pronoun "i" too often.